it's the asking and still wanting to know Him, to see Him and to be with Him after a trial- that's fruit. that's faith producing perseverance.

"Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us."
Romans 5

pride. temptation. shame. doubts.

so real.

humility. perseverance. character. hope. 

He's real.