Holy Spirit whispering last shall be first today.  and constantly that my speech needs to be seasoned with grace. i see why now.

all these conferences and miracles- may all of these lead to Your people to fall in love.

it's quite the mystery we can believe in Him but find that I don't love him or perhaps not love him as much as we can. but i suppose that's the process of getting to know someone. and what better than simultaneously finding out more about the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit and falling in love.  It really has to work that way in the end.  You can't just find out more about Love that is for you and not be in love.  yes there is hurt that cut deep. and trials that will wear you out.  but you know, it really is only but for a moment.  He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.  (heb)

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sharing about Verge.

The harvest is really. ready.  Please keep me in love with you as I'm meeting all these people who are open to Your kind of friendship.  May my speech be seasoned with grace. that the gospel who be preached. now that I've begin to understand the value, reality, and necessity of discipleship - please. help me to live that hand in hand.  I just met a classmate and out of excitement just told him about how my life has changed and he jumped at the sound of me saying that my life had changed.   this is the kind of transformation people are SEEKING.  the harvest is ready. the harvest that is ready are the people who are ready to be intrigued. and not JUST intrigued perhaps but ready to change.  to know change.  to believe they can be changed for good. to be of use and purposeful.  for Him. there is no purpose more fitting than living for Him.  His purpose. ah.

may this encoutner I had this encouragement be an anchor for the times in the future where I will meet discouragement and people who aren't open to know who You are. and for some, who might even speak against you.  I so far haven't encountered anyone like that yet- maybe because I haven't gone to those people yet. maybe it's His grace that He is teaching me