i can. not. believe. i was just reminded of this wall of refrained worship and how that all came down this past Sunday. i had always looked forward to this moment.  like my head is above the water no matter how deep i go.  it is the most liberating thing to be before Him and simply responding to who God says he is- it really only elicits a real response, a desire to worship and nothing else will do but real heart to heart worship.

worship.worship.worship.worship!!! God i ask for REALNESS.  i ask for YOU. in me. in the people around me. please. please move your people.  let people be moved by your love. we need you.

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was just reminded of how much i write down stuff nowadays.  how you brought me from a place of being shy and maybe even ashamed (i repent.) for writing things down years ago and now fervently finding myself scribbling down stuff and having to use pictures as codes because of the amount of thoughts and things that just keeps coming and coming.

You remind me to trust in You when i do forget- that the Holy Spirit will reveal to me at the right place at the right time.  i really think at some point the breakthrough just came out of me realizing these are things i absolutely cannot forget.  and as i write them down i find how precious they are. how precious Your thoughts are.  how lovely they are.

the crazy part if that He shares it with me.