no matter how hard you try to avoid it,
the Lord never forgets about the needs that need to be taken cared of in the heart.

some thing I realized is that He cares about my hurt a lot more than I do.
I think I've gotten too tired, though. I've been there before and His grace helped me fight through it every time.

Maybe in life God gives us the portion of strength enough for a trial and once we know it and becomes victorious over it, that strength we had to go through that trial becomes the threshold of the next trial. Then we become stronger and stronger- the more we lean on Him longer and longer.

Jehovah-jireh.